Hi everyone🖐, good day. It's been a while,it took me a year for a comeback here in hive.
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I admit that I was too focused and maybe overwhelmed as I already graduated and became a full time on my work. I was excited on my paycheck thinking that finally, I can enjoy and got the things I want and treat myself.However, reality hits me so hard and right now thinking I'm quite a little lost and I can't figured it out what would be my next step. So, this simple question hits me So hard that I can't clearly give my answer. 😁
Today, I'm writing this blog to share with you guys the realization I've got over a year.
- When I was on my Elementary I remember telling my mom that I wanted to be a teacher.
- When I was in High School situational poverty hits us and to overcome I need to adapt the changes. This is where I tell to myself that I want to finished my study and go to college.
- when i was in college, I was eager to graduate because I want to find a job so that I can support myself as well as my siblings. And you know, buy the things I want.
Now, here I am fulfilled those wants, yet what's next?
I was scrolling in my Facebook and there I see some of my batchmates back in high school became licensed professional teachers. I'm happy for them as they finally achieved their dreams.Yet I realized how about me? What would be my next journey, what is the thing I want for myself? I was lost in a while realizing that I was too focused in the present😅 and remembering I once dreamed to be a teacher but now I don't know what's next. I feel like I was in the middle of DREAM and REALITY.
It quite hard, I want something for myself, for my name but don't know what it is.Anyways I am hooping sthat one day I will be sure on what really it is😊
Thank you for letting me share my thoughts today😃 your opinion and comments are welcome maybe it can help me though ☺, anyways have a blessed Sunday everyone. 😇