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Hi all
I have found myself in a situation in life that I don’t know what to do. On the surface everything is great or actually better than great. I have a high paid job in finance, which I have no idea how I manage to climb that ladder, as I don’t have any education really. My attention spam in school were as big a pin. But here I am , at the top of my game, starting a second career at age of 32 having reaching the roof on my first career already. I always thought I’d love the idea of the career woman. Working in a major company, running from meeting to another with my heels and outfit to the point. And this is what I do, but first time in my life I’m doubting. Do I love it? Or do I just do it because that’s what’s expected of me, that’s what I expect from me? It’s a weird feeling, when everything is perfect to the point but there’s something inside you trying to tell you something that you can’t quite interpret but it feels scary. If this is not the person I am. Who am I then? And you lucky bastards get to see when I unrawell this question tomyself. Congrats!
Basically, I’m starting to feel uncomfortable. Feeling the weight of the chains of working in the corporate rat-race. 9am-5pm ( reality 9am-8pm inlcuding weekends ) Time is precious and I use 80 % of my most effective hours working. Working for a big corporate. Do I really wan’t to be the CFO? And am I really willing to pay the highest note for that. T.I.M.E. But what else can I do to make money and break my self free? I know I’m not going to get rich with Steemit, but I constantly need to evolve, grow and learn, so this platform and the whole world of crypto, is without mentioning the future we’ll be living in, so I might as well explore it while I share my thoughts and journey of re-finding myself again.
Facts; I'm native Finnish. I live in Denmark Copenhagen. I read, I listen audiobooks, I'm also finding the spiritual side of me. I train. T.R.A.I.N hard. Gym is my church. Yes you can also pray at the gym. It's breathing to me. When I travel, my biggest attractions are the local gyms. Yes, I’m that boring. I’m also introvert with amazing skills to pull of my 9-8 extrovert. Reason I spend most of my freetime alone. Charging my batteries for work. I look normal and very mainstream, yet inside I feel like a freak weirdo sometimes.
My Finnish teacher said I shouldn’t be allowed to have a pen in my hand. That’s how bad I was in writing, so thank you for reading this far :)
P.S. I really tried to upload the picture right way around, but for some reason it didn't work dispite my several attempts. #childrenoftechnology
