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“You have no responsibility to live up to what other people think you ought to accomplish. I have no responsibility to be like they expect me to be. It’s their mistake, not my failing.” ― Richard P. Feynman

@yallapapi Being called a pretender when you are being you is a very difficult situation. You may feel like hitting the person hard in the face! But just let them be with their idiotic mindsets and keep calm. I have myself been through this many a times and undergo it almost everyday.

> @yallapapi Being called a pretender when you are being you is a very difficult situation. You may feel like hitting the person hard in the face! But just let them be with their idiotic mindsets and keep calm. I have myself been through this many a times and undergo it almost everyday.

What's the quote? "If nobody hates you, then nobody loves you either." I love my haters.

>Richard P. Feynman

Bonus points for quoting Feynman.

I actually read it all, lol! Guess what? Worth the time.

I couldnt agree more, but well I havent finished, just went to the bottom to see what other people talk about, some parts got me thinking. once I finish to read it (maybe read it one or two times) I´ll post my comments.

LOL. As if there was even a chance it wouldn't be.

I agree too. I read the post completely and it's amazing :)

good time

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Holy shit you can write a lot of words, I’m 1/4 the way through (I think) your article it’s about what to give a shit about and I thought of a saying I learned as a kid, I learned this again through my studies with a Korean Buddhist monk; “sticks and stones will break my bones but words will never hurt me.” I saw how empty words are in whilst at a 10 day silent vipassana meditation retreat. I saw what was hurting me was my reaction to words and the feelings and old habits were as empty as words, in fact they all turned into lights and pleasant sensations after my habitual reactions disappeared. My depression (ptsd), panic attacks, and night terrors I suffered from since childhood disappeared for good too...

I still get my feelings hurt and I’m careful not to hurt other people’s feelings because they are clueless regarding this kind of emptiness, but my hurt feelings only last a few hours at the most rather than years.

Edit, being careful with other people’s feelings only goes so far though, I do have a line that is drawn in sand...it can shift depending on the moon and circumstances 💀

Second edit, I read all your article, it’s about the same as your others but I like your idea about practice and going into the unknown, I’m about to learn some new skills in the fleshy world and make some fiat currency. I’m scared and excited, that’s a nice feeling.

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>Holy shit you can write a lot of words

I actually chose to cut this one short to make it more readable. I was just getting started.

>I saw how empty words are in whilst at a 10 day silent vipassana meditation retreat

Words are not empty, they are very powerful. I think what you mean is that you were using words that were disempowering, and by committing to silence for 10 days you were able to overwrite some of the negative patterns with some positive ones.

>Second edit, I read all your article, it’s about the same as your others but I like your idea about practice and going into the unknown, I’m about to learn some new skills in the fleshy world and make some fiat currency. I’m scared and excited, that’s a nice feeling.

Thanks. Good luck.

Dear @yallapapi,

Words are empty because they cannot break your bones like sticks and stones. You are the one to give words power, written or spoken through how you react, the ears or eyes care not what they record. Just like a recorder records words does not care what it records, same with paper. In many ways, writing is like casting a spell, if I don't believe in your spell it cannot hurt me. Only sticks and stones can hurt this body, and my mind is protected no matter what happens because I understand the body is not me and words are as empty as the feelings they provoke. You are correct my coding has been overwritten and erased, I am no longer a slave to old conditioning and blind reactions to sense data. This is common sense, which seems to be uncommon now-in-days.

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The bullyng is a fashion that has clung to all levels of society, it covers both large and small alike, but what attitude we should take before this situation, it is advisable to have a positive attitude to destructive and constructive criticism and make disregard to any unhealthy comment

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（中国美食——2018世界杯）【辣子鸡】开胃又下饭，赶紧学起来吧！
(Chinese food - 2018 World Cup) [Spicy Chicken] appetizer and dinner, quickly learn it!
【Spicy chicken】 appetizer and dinner, quickly learn it!
Ingredients: 5 chicken legs, dried chilli, prickly ash, ginger, garlic, fresh pepper, salt, sugar, ingredients
Tong, allspice, pepper, soy sauce, egg white, raw meal, bean paste g liqueur = three
Chicken bones, cut small pieces

Add 20 points of salt, salt, sugar, allspice, soy sauce, egg white, and cornstarch.
Heat the oil in the pot, pour the chicken meat, and fry the chicken until it is golden.
3, slicing garlic slices, scallion cuts, dried chili cuts, fresh peppers cut. Three to three
Heat the oil in the pot, and pop the peppers and peppers. Pour leek garlic and bean paste.
5, then pour fried chicken, fry evenly.
6, the final addition of fresh pepper, sweet quail, fry evenly, you can pack and pharynx,
The chicken must be wrapped in raw meal so that the fried chicken will be tender and tender.
【辣子鸡】开胃又下饭，赶紧学起来吧！
主料:鸡腿5个、干辣椒、花椒、姜、蒜、鲜辣椒、盐、糖、料
通、五香粉、胡椒粉、生抽、蛋清、生粉、豆瓣酱g甜酒=三
鸡腿去骨,切小块
1、加入盐、料迺、糖、五香粉、生抽、蛋清、生粉啥制20分轴。
2、锅内热油,倒入鸡腿肉,把鸡块炸至金黄控油撈出,
3、箬蒜切片,葱切段,干辣椒切段、鲜辣椒切咽。三到
4、锅内热油,爆否干辣椒、花椒,倒入箬葱蒜和豆瓣酱。
5、然后倒入炸好的鸡肉,炒制均匀。
6、最后加入鲜辣椒,甜迺,炒制均匀,即可装盘嚥出,
7、鸡肉要用生粉裹住,这样炸出来的鸡肉才会外焦里嫩。

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Soo good article ;D

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Although I have some reserved respect for Manny as an athlete - not to mention he has a big heart for his fellow human beings - and all those global recognition in the world of sports he brought back home.

Still, no amount of fame and glory justifies his severely flawed mindset toward God and/or religion. He may have possessed some kind of superhuman boxing abilities, his rational thought, however, remains primitive in my book.

Also, I've checked on some of your Medium articles. You're really fond of writing book in a single pose similar to my friend @jerrybanfield. WTF bruh?! Yo, no received a single clap on most of your Medium posts for more than a year ago until now?😂😂😂

I guess I get this already. @yallapapi was so upset by that soul-crushing experience. There must be a valid reason why @yallapapi is migrating to Steemit to make his hard work great again.😁👌😁😁👌

The point is that achieving unrealistic goals requires faith that you will achieve them even if they’re far beyond what you consider yourself capable of doing. The most common area where faith is required is religion.

Think of it like this: religious people train their “faith muscle” regularly, which predisposes them to greater success as long as they choose appropriate goals.

I used pro athletes as an example because to become a professional athlete, let alone a champion like Manny, you need to believe that you will eventually make it. Logically speaking, it’s completely unrealistic that anyone would think they’d be a champion because the odds are so low.

Therefore, only people with a strong enough “faith muscle” have the potential to make it that far because of the inevitable challenges and setbacks that will happen along the way. Without being accustomed to using the power of belief, you’ll be bogged down with “reality” and are more likely to give up.

Hence, pro athletes are more likely to be religious. Especially champions. Super bowl winners, elite fighters, basketball heroes... all of them believe in God. Does that mean god is real and we should all be religious? Not necessarily. But you have to exercise your faith muscle regularly by believing in unprovable things. If you can think of a nonreligious way to do that, then I’m sure the world would reward you handsomely.

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Superb comment

IT IS VERY TRUE WHAT YOU EXPRESS

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I love the phrase you say you're not going to die because someone hurt your feelings is true sometimes someone hurts us and we do not get over it easily but we need to mentalize life continues I went through a divorce and I was two years very sad while I saw the photos of my ex happy couple no one dies for anyone and it is not worth clinging to pain ..

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def worth the read

a lot of good points are made here and the experience is pretty universal.
however, I do not think we should be focused too much on what people will think of us, accept the fact that none of us are perfect and we all fuck up in major ways that will make most of our relatives want to disown us.
the important question is: how can we take what we learned and make the world a better place for the next person to come along.

>accept the fact that none of us are perfect

I disagree. Pressure makes diamonds.

Tiger moms make overachieving Asian kids who dominate test scores, overpopulate the best universities, create successful businesses or go into high-paying professions. There is always constant pressure to be perfect, to do better. Nothing is good enough.

It may create some mental problems later on, but you can't deny the fact that they are "successful" by modern definitions of the term.

good

great counterpoint, and I don't disagree that the desire to better oneself is innate in us.
However, the extreme of any mode will cause unbalance, not to use blame though. I believe everyone tries their best at any given moment, but I do not think that the ends justify the means. What is the point of living, if you are going to be miserable most of the time? I think there is a middle ground.

The best way to avoid the monster depression is by doing what gives you the greatest amount of happiness, is it cooking, playing with kids in the lobby, it can be anything. No human being is exempted from the monster depression, but it depends on how you handles it, it can start with something very little, harsh words from your boss at the office, jeering by peers or that interview you screwed up. So get in your feet, this monster ain't gonna weigh ok down. You are the boss of your life. You win!!!! To hel with monster depression!!!

You didn’t read the post, did you.

This is a good reminder of the importance of mental health. Learn more about warning signs and prevention.

Lol. This is my favorite spam comment ever.

You touched on mental health and depression. I thought people struggling with those issues deserve some useful information.

I mean, it’s likely that you just left that comment after reading the first line of the post, which is why I called it spam.

But I just thought it was funny because it’s like, “if your thoughts start to resemble this guy’s, then here’s a link where you can get some help.”

Not exactly what I was thinking but fair enough. It's just a topic I take very seriously and don't think enough is said about it. Some people suffer in silence and I like spreading information thinking that it may help someone.

I like psihology

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Good content about psychology

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Need day to read it :P

What a disgusting style to write.

I liked your trash.

I'm from Venezuela, everything I post is Spanish but sometimes I come to read you.

gracias amigo. Que Bonita cosa para decir (my Spanish sucks)

It's funny because I have a head injury lol. *stares at wall for ten minutes

Quite frankly THE BEST stream of consciousness writing I've ever had the pleasure of coming across. Rock on!

Thank you. But if it was really the best, then you would resteem it so the less fortunate among us could also benefit from the wisdom contained herein instead of just being selfish and keeping it all for yourself. Or something.

You're right. Apologies. Guess I just assumed I wouldn't make much of a difference resteeming it as I'm a minnow. I still new here and learning how it all works. But I'll resteem anyway, since you asked so nicely...

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Haha, my sarcasm wasn't lost on you I see.

Cheers for the info. I've just started reading your digital nomad post and realised I need a strong drink and a cigarette to accompany me on the journey! (It's awesome that you write epically long posts!)

Interesting reflections. My impression is that steemit has more quality content than most other platforms I'm on, though, at least compared to the quantity. I'm into fiction and illustration, and have found quite a few very interesting people, and I'm having a lot of fun :)

Can’t comment on those as I don’t read much fiction anymore and am not much of an artist. I just go by what I see on the Trending page. Not much of a barometer I suppose.

The issue is the forced positivity for financial gain. People are more likely to get upvotes if they say comment or post something positive. I get it. Even I do it.

But unfortunately it leads to low effort content and comments as people prioritize positivity over authenticity. They don’t take chances because they don’t want to risk any sort of negative consequences.

Well, this post didn't go bad at all, though :D

The picture is very funny. It is very suitable for me, the phenomenon is very similar with my condition here. I think it is similar too with much of people in steemit @yallapapi . I can increase my muscle and i also can increase my brain

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Kinda feel the same ;)

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love it nice article about psychology .

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well written article express great work..

The truth is that I followed your account originally so that I could get an upvote in at the 30 minute mark on every post for the curation. This is the first one I actually ready more than the first sentence. Now, 3.5 hours later, I've ready about 20 and this shit is fuckin great! I know what you're doing: About half way through the title of the post become irrelevant and each one reverts to a journal entry from a guy with unlimited ego (a good thing in my opinion). Really, at face value the lesson is meaningless the second half is where the magic happens. New rule: I read the second half of all your posts. Keep it up

Thanks bru. Enjoy the Kool Aid.

It’s not so much that I’m trying to write a journal entry as it is that I find it more effective to make a point by telling a story. And of course I can tell my own story the easiest.

As for the unlimited ego thing, you might have a point. I try to balance it with some self effacing humor. Sometimes it works.

I had the same feelings when i didn’t have the job and used to spend hours at the internet then one day atlast hit the gym 😅

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Your article made so much sense to me, points raised are practical things most people go through, especially those with low self esteem, i hope they could see this and read, thank you so much for nailing it

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wow very long post. good job

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Buen post. Y muucha realidad en el. Gracias por tu tiempo

I'm a simple man. I see a post where someone isn't afraid of chewing his readers out and spiting them in a bucket, I am intrigued.

You must have had a lot on your mind and must feel good for having gotten this out of your system.

I could write an educated opinion about what you wrote. The question is: Would you actually care about it?

> I'm a simple man. I see a post where someone isn't afraid of chewing his readers out and spiting them in a bucket, I am intrigued.

You should check out my other posts. Plenty more where that came from.

>You must have had a lot on your mind and must feel good for having gotten this out of your system.

Honestly? I felt like a lot of my recent posts have been too sterile. Not interesting, not challenging. I wanted to freestyle a little bit.

>I could write an educated opinion about what you wrote. The question is: Would you actually care about it?

Not sure. I don't have a crystal ball. That said, you don't need my permission to leave your opinion on my post. That's why I posted it publicly.

As experience told me, not everything that has been proclaimed openly is open for debate. Sometimes, people just want to vent. Also, not every opinion is treated equally. We tend to value the opinions of others more when they are in line with our own trains of thoughts.

That being said, you are right when it comes to the many times you said that I as the reader probably knew a couple of the things that you posted. And I certainly agreed on a couple of them.

Some of the most unpopular ones, actually. Which leads back to my quote. Me replying to some other peoples problems by giving them my opinions on these topics that ended up not being what the person wanted hear. Led to some people not wanting to talk to me anymore.

They usually come back after days, weeks or months just so that they can tell me that I have been right all along, but of course, I knew that and by then, I usually don't care anymore.

Because being right is nice, but it is useless if you can't convince others. And I think that this is part of the reason as for why I read so much frustration in this post of yours.

stfu

Dear god where are you at when you write this shit. A cafe? I would love to be the barista serving you coffee taking bets with my coworkers when you are gonna choke someone out :)

>Dear god where are you at when you write this shit.

Normally lying in bed.

> I would love to be the barista serving you coffee taking bets with my coworkers when you are gonna choke someone out :)

Nah. I'm actually a polite normal person. I'm the Great Steemit Pretender, remember?

Peculiar motivational speech. XD

Lol @yallapapi heart is a dark pit of darkness, sometimes :) maybe this time. We, the appreciators of your intellectual sadism are here because it is preferable to the absurd, duplicitous cacophony of the outer dark. Greetings from Commie-Fornia.

“I am a forest, and a night of dark trees: but he who is not afraid of my darkness, will find banks full of roses under my cypresses.”

― Friedrich Nietzsche, Thus Spoke Zarathustra

I too love that book :)

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Yes this is very inspiarable article very impotant article in my life

Well, there's so much in here and now I'm gonna comment on something everyone totally forgot you said cause it was way at the top of this mile long post but people who make shitty comments.... absolutely they're losers. You literally have to be a loser to post something ripping apart someone's work. Only people who don't do anything do that. People who do shit themselves simply don't post shitty-ass comments on other people's stuff.

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> You literally have to be a loser to post something ripping apart someone's work. Only people who don't do anything do that. People who do shit themselves simply don't post shitty-ass comments on other people's stuff.

Mmm, sort of. I'm not opposed to negative criticism, even though it hurts my ego. Even non-constructive criticism is fine, if anything it just shows a lack of refinement by the poster. Or maybe they're trying to make a statement. I am an easy target, after all.

But yes, you're right. I was actually thinking of that quote when I wrote that section. But IMO it's too overplayed on the internet so I didn't want to include it.

Very intriguing and long article. I wrote something this long before but not with nearly as an artistically expression as you have. Hey I just want to let you know if you sure music on the BOOMBOX tag my alt accounts will resteem them.

Yes, I am a boring pathetic loser, but at least I work on myself everyday to become less of that. I do have a lot of faith in myself and have improved a lot over the years, but I am not satisfied with where I am.

I don't having to rely on working a job in China in order to make the majority of my income and stay in this country (except crypto). My goal is to be a digital nomad but I haven't found that thing that I am really good at and enjoy doing to make a full time living off of and be able to travel.

I still have a fair bit of shame that I haven't accepted yet which makes it difficult for me to bond with people, but that is starting to improve fortunately.

Congrats on making clients on here. People that will pay you "real" money for your services. I have yet to do that but at least I earn a good amount of Steem from my videos on here.

>Yes, I am a boring pathetic loser, but at least I work on myself everyday to become less of that. I do have a lot of faith in myself and have improved a lot over the years, but I am not satisfied with where I am.

We're gonna make it brah.

> My goal is to be a digital nomad but I haven't found that thing that I am really good at and enjoy doing to make a full time living off of and be able to travel.

Don't look for "that thing" because you'll never find it. Take the volume approach.

Not sure if you're read my other posts, but I start projects all the time. Some go somewhere, some don't. Even if the rate is 100 to 1, all it takes is that one to take you to the next level.

I've written hundreds of articles at this point. Not all of them are good. It took me a while to find my voice. But it happened and now I can crank them out. Without writing 100s of them though, I never would have found it.

> I still have a fair bit of shame that I haven't accepted yet which makes it difficult for me to bond with people, but that is starting to improve fortunately.

Good. Use that. What's the famous book? "Feel the fear and do it anyway."

Every single time I post something, I get the worst anxiety before reading the comments the next day. Did I say too much? Is this the post that's going to finally fuck me?

Never happens. In fact, the more chances you take, the bigger rewards you'll get. Not just with writing either.

It's a fucked up world man. Nobody bonds anymore unless it's through a mutually shared activity. Get off your computer and join a Crossfit gym. Talk to me in 3 months.

>Congrats on making clients on here. People that will pay you "real" money for your services. I have yet to do that but at least I earn a good amount of Steem from my videos on here.

I haven't gotten any clients from Steemit. I do, however, show off my blog to potential clients and emphasize the fact that I am a well-known superstar over here.

I've been meaning to start videos for the longest time. I just hate showing people I'm a human being when I've built up such a strong persona through writing.

Hello! I really liked this article because it made me think about all those conditions that some people present and that we as a community do not know how to face or treat people who are going through a difficult process in their lives. However, it seems to me that you made an invitation to be more attentive and instead of making bullying to contribute so that the person who thinks he is lost, can be helped to get out of this tunnel without light in which he thinks he is. Appreciating and valuing every second of your life and redirecting your life in a completely different direction. I would like to read a little more about this topic, it is something that steemians society brings knowledge but also generates a benefit to be better people

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This might be the most depressing thing I've read in quite some time.

Nice. That’s exactly what I was going for

You got 35+ upvotes from @oceansbot courtesy of @yallapapi!

It's great to read your post, I read all your posts, much to learn from your post, much to know, I hope you are looking forward to such a beautiful post from you, you go forward, we are always with you, steemit A big flat platform! All our favorite sites, we all are here to build careers, since I am new here, so I want to help you with all of your help! Your! Hope you can get all the help you need on steemit, if you like, if you like, you can also improve yourself steemit! Thank you for posting a good post.

Awesome!
Yeah!

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Its better to be true to yourself and stop pretending to be some else in which you are slowly destroying yourself.

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Great job.

elegantly composed article express extraordinary work.

Hahaha @yallapapi your great, you can writed long posting like this.. i cant may be 1/4 or 1/5. That very good content about the time.

very good work

Just keep it up

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Such as a good story i like it.

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wow, so much to read and digest with lots of information.
Thanks @yallapai

Nice actually seems good thought

this much momoney

Wow this is great. Pointless? Perhaps... But such is everything. It's honestly a lot like where my mind tends to go the majority of the time. I think about how any action that seems sensible to a "normal person" is merely perpetuating the bullshit that has led me to lack any desire to conform. At times I'd rather starve myself literally than continue walking my ass to the metaphorical watering hole of bullshit. I truly have no desire to hurt others and tend to only stick around for the select few people that would be affected by my decision to leave... thinking they could have done something to help... Jokes on them! I love to sabotage myself by believing i'm the greatest gift to earth.

I can even recall particular psychotic episode that led me to just quit my last job despite the fact that I had no way to pay any of my bills at the time. I pretty much just said "fuck it"... sold my brand new car... sold all my larger belongings... and went rogue living on and off the street for a year or two. I consider doing it again but I've also just about recovered my reputation since my last fallout. Sort of at a loss and the end of my rope at the same time. Been this way for a long time now.

I just try to keep myself busy creating, walking around in nature by myself, and sleeping as much as humanly possible. Idk, what I'm really doing anymore. My "god" tends to be freedom and that's not necessarily even the lack of commitment... but rather the ability to chose what is best for myself at any given moment. I'm just rambling now.

Look up Grant Cardone. Be obsessed or be average. Download the audio book

Let us learn that when you are working hard for that thing that you really want you do not have to care what the people say. People are their to make comments good or bad. People are there to laugh. Whether you do nothing or take action , they will always talk about you. Let's not be discouraged by their negative comments.There is nothing you can do to stop them from commenting. However, there is something you can do to move forward. Let's remember the reason why we started this to give us the energy to move forward.

TL;DR

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Aha great one

Ohhhh!!! You have written a lot of words buddy!!
appreciated!! I'am not able to write even half of your content.
GOOD, keep it up.

My article was trending until you came in and grabbed all the attention. Nice work.
You have a new follower now.

NICE MEMAS

I like the way you think!
Thats great!

I just look at the pictures... da de da de da... :D

Very Nice article! thanks for sharing and good luck.

What causes depression? This problem can then be solved

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when u be happy u will forget death

Reading your stupid comments makes me want to kill myself

because u did not understand the comment

I understood that you didn't read the post and just came here to leave your shit comment because you're a retard

why u angry when i comment about the happy are u unhappy .
if u understand my comment explain it , if u have experience in life ...sometime few words better than long post

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omg what i m doing with my life...

This is the longest Steemit post that I have ever read. All sorts of thoughts flew through my mind - also poems and feel -good quotes I could share with you. However does it really matter?
This is the first time that I am reading one of your posts and it is sort of refreshing that you write whatever came to your mind. It is nice that you were " being" instead of just "doing".

Le vie ne pas d’entere

I do not totally understand u - there is no life in it? Your post or my response?

guys can you please upvote my posts.

It's seem interesting to me ,I like the way you post such amazing thing I'm impressed with your way you work , it's helping the new steemians to grow
Thanks for such a beautiful post

TL DR

what a post i have no words for this type of your hard work this is the most understanding article in my life i read.
seriously this is the best article and what a tittle and i read this whole article and after i read then see length of article this is good but when i read article i'm fully concerntrate in the article and i just forgot about length.

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Its a good post to read, But its too long. I kindly request to post small and sweet article with good points. Still i appreciate your post.

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Very long post bro,but it's true!
Good Work.

My opinion is that it helps, if you purpose every day when you wakevup. No matter how small or silly it may seem, just getting up with the purpose of feeding your fish or your cat. Or writing a poem, a song, a good steem post that would maybe save somebody's life someday on the other side of the world. You never know. Small steps. Not letting the depression taking away your sense of purpose and meaning and that you are needed somewhere and by someone or something. Of course, if it's a medical condition, there is no way you can't get by it without some professional help, but for most people purpose and meditation helps a lot. I know it does for me, when I'm feeling down.

Caring what other people think, well that's a whole other chapter about self-esteem which I will avoid since I would probably sound like a stoned hippie. But yeah life gets hard sometimes for all of us, there's no way around it. I try to take the hits positively, even if I wanna smack them in someone's face sometimes, when they drop that: ''Everything happens for a reason'', line.

Good topic though @yallapapi

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I've been thinking a lot about happiness recently and its inverse, the self-loathing you are talking about. I've pretty much landed on the pursuit of a worthy goal definition.

It's why getting your dopamine fix from games and tv shows doesn't actually make you feel any better. But the people who make the games understand simulating the goal-reward loop really well.

A lot of my friends talk about the shows they are watching and the games they are playing. I'm just sitting there like, "who has time for all that shit?"

Now excuse me while I go chat on discord about steemmonsters...

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Hi @yallapapi!
I read your article and I find that its full of knowledge. The placements of Anchor Texts are great such a nice concept and the best part is, you are awarded by steemit board also.

Congratulations!

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Cómo puede generar más de $ 900 esta publicación

Porque yo use algo que se llama “upvote bots.” Y tambien porque yo escribo en ingles muy bien, pero si estas un idioto como tu entonces es dificil para le apreciar

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Oh man u wrote such a big story tnx for sharing

O wooow!!!!!!

You know what i belive, there is no motivational video, article or quote is strong enough to hold a person on the track more than a week or two, BUT if a person really have a desire to get somthing then and only then he or she can go way long on the right track. WHAT YOU SAY.......?

When I started reading your post I really thought it was too long and maybe I would not read it completely because I would get bored. But as I was reading it I am interested, not because of the content in reality, but rather because of the way in which you expressed yourself and the direct way of saying what you think, so I ended up reading it all.

It is a very particular way of drawing attention, speaking sincerely and without filters, but ultimately with a content that says things that are a reality.

I congratulate you as your post is popular, and in this platform is what helps us grow as users. I hope to learn from your peculiar way of expressing yourself to achieve the same popularity as you.

Your post is good, too long but good in some aspects, I really think that this topic is some complicated, because all people are diferent, for some people thes best way is to believe in god, other maybe the best way is try to live every day as better possible. Thanks for sharing and good luck

You suck at skimming articles bro time to step it up

Take it easy brother, was just a comment, my own comment

It is interesting to know the postures or thoughts of other people. Your article opens a window to enter a whirlwind for those who need to be alerted by different realities.

article is quite appreciable but opinions differs from person to person.

Hello brother .I read all your article Now, it’s about the same as your others but I like your idea about practice and going into the unknown, I’m about to learn More ,some new skills in the fleshy world and make some fiat currency. I’m scared and excited, that’s a nice feeling.wow and awsome

Please fuck off with your copied comments

Excellent reflection.

Pretending I'm doing well (ooh ooh)
My need is such I pretend too much
I'm lonely but no one can tell
Oh yes I'm The Great Pretender (ooh ooh)

Thank you So much for this post.

good one

That link to rationalmale doe...

good work

Awesome cartun illustrator...lol
Btw i like it so much

Very big article, but interesting. Thanks for sharing. You can also follow me for quick updates.

Wow what a post..you are a true genius..the way you have described its simply awesome..well done

I love your post friend I hope you have more to offer, because I always learn from your publications to continue growing on this platform ... From #venezuela I follow you and support you ... Congratulations friend @yallapapi

Upvote this for me please? https://steemit.com/life/@bencomosantander/steemit-glory

How oddly profound this article is as I read it, I thoroughly am enjoying it, you have a new follower.

I choose your post to resteem in my blog. thanks for the nice & beautiful post.

This post is good trash. Keep it up.

Thank you habibti. Eid Mubarak

Thanks.

DAFUQ! U a cleary a mess and a piece of shit aren't ya too? What got me while reading ur post was not that u shame that most of ur readers a worthless piece of shit na that's fine :D but duuude what da fuck! U got a book over here? Damn ok ok. We got a deal over here...I AM GONNA READ dat piece of sheit. Hope it is good. You are able to entertain ur reader y...but writing a book tho (even if i consider 129 p a brochure) is different. Lemme se what we have over here...in the meantime good jab someone is able to entertain the pleb over here!

That's nothing brother. I have tons more sitting on my computer.

Waiting till I get famous so I can just get a book deal with a publisher and be done with it

read a good 3/4th of that. Got me thinking about an article I was reading that was about haters on twitter slamming Elle McPherson for giving out a diet tip. A bunch of disgusting slobs were offended by her discussing getting in shape for the beach. The weird thing was the article seemed to be suggesting that their stupid opinions were important or valid somehow. She still looks fucking incredible by the way.

Wow Elle McPherson is still around? Certified smoke show.

But yeah, people who have given up can't stand to see others trying to make themselves better. Kind of makes you see haters in a new light.

What is really alarming is that this article actually seems to be praising the haters or at least portraying them as the ones with the moral authority. That's a certified GILF right there.

i'm inspire they way you write a lot keep it up

I guess mental health and suicide are in trend these days -- first my long-time idol, Chester Bennington, then Kate Spade, and then Anthony Bourdain...

Happines[IMAGE: https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmQ2Kw7WDwAabj1HFdJN65rYFwFpSCoDTNfDfsdnMdCSk6/Hap.jpg]s lies within, there is no secret formula to happiness. Its just the frame of mind. You should watch the movie pursuit of happiness and it has a simple but strong message. Again its my perspective but you have put great content together

How am I just now finding you?

I like the fact that you are blatant. we all need to learn what you are trying to say here. No one can really turn their back to the reality. The one who doesn't give a f*ck comes out the strongest.

You are truly an inspiration,please keep up these helpfull posts.

Well...I reckon - Depression is a negative state of anger. The one cannot live without smiles so one has to pretend, but a pretended smile hurts very much... It does not make you happy; it simply reminds you of how unhappy you are.

Understanding is liberating, so when you see a fact there is no need to condemn, there is no need to be worried about it. When you understand and accept you start looking for solutions!

Please promote my new content about breakup on your channel. Thanks in advance.

Functionally its preogressive with some extra power of human minds and makes uh feel more attentiv.So On Great experience with #STEEM

gym is life #love #bodybuilding is life brother really nice and motivating

Fuck you @yallapapi, you just wiped those suicidal thoughts out of me at least for the next 5 minutes.

Also thanks.

Cheers

@greencross

PS: love all these SEO backlinking shit you got going on in all your articles. At least some inherent crap can be learnt here.

I just want to give people as many opportunities as possible to be blessed by my wonderful word sequencing.

Good motto.

@yallapapi Dude.. what do you think yourself some preacher or somthing because your view is too direct and too much hard to digest. But I must say you said- only truth.

Good article.. upvote plzz

@yallapapi
Hello Sir I am new on the steemit so how can i improve myself please give me some advise please...

@yallapapi
you are also a great Pretender

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HEY I´M HERE TO BOOST YOUR MOTHERFUCKING EGO :D

I had never seen someone articulate truth in such exquisite ways.

PS: I´m not writing this for you to upvote me I don´t really give a shit if you do.

Still the realest on all of Steemit that I've come across. Keep reaching bruh. About to go list some more items to dropship with fresh motivation thanks

Honestly I am confused after reading this whole thing but at the same time I am also relieved!
It's like a process, you get upset, frustrated, disappointed and then you smile, feel relieved and come to a weird balance, or you force one but anyhow!
Thanks for this and I'll happily read the next one!